I think if any of us had the choice to redo our whole lives, we’d take it.
Sure, some moments, you wouldn’t trade the world for.
But, there’s also those ones that make us want to cry when they cross our minds.
And, I don’t know about you, but I’d love to get a second chance (or maybe even a third) with everything I did.
There’s always going to be that one thing you wish you would’ve said, but instead, you picked something totally lame or boring. & it’s just not that easy to go back & change everything.
Remember that guy you dated? The one who turned out to be a huge creep? Flirting with all the girls, being a mega-perv, & then breaking your heart?
Remember how long it took you to get over him?
Don’t you wish you could tell him your real thoughts on everything he did or said to you?
What about that ex best friend? You know, the one who got mad at you for a stupid reason? But, after thinking about it, you realized you would be mad too. & You couldn’t really blame her.
But, you guyys lost touch. There’s no more friendship. You’ve lost someone important to you, even if they’re standing right beside you.
What about those kids you decided to hang out with? Most people didn’t like them, but to be accepted by them was the best thing in the world. NOT. You ditched all your friends for them, & made bad decisions.
If you could, you would take everything back.
You’d change it, or just erase it completely.
But here’s the thing with life: you don’t get second chances.
&, Hardly ever, will you get the one true moment were you wouldn’t change anything.
So, let me just get one thing straight. I would NEVER do the whole online dating thing. EVER. No, nothing is wrong with that. But, like..I’ve been talking to this guy I know but never really met. How this crazy stuff happens to me..I DON’T REALLY KNOW. But.
I do know that he’s incredible. He’s amazingly gorgeous, & sweet. Like, how I could fall in love with someone like that is a COMPLETE MYSTERY to me. (:
But I do know that I get butterflies just knowing that he’s online. & When I get new messages from him.
It’s been a LONG time since I’ve been so happy. & Honestly, I have no reason to be so happy. Because this guy has a girlfriend. But, I don’t know. I’ve fallen for some of THE MOST UNLIKELY PEOPLE this year.
Sorry for the random bold words. But, they are pretty important, if you ask me(: Which, you probably won’t.
So, thanks for listening to my boring crap of a love life.